Saturday, July 23, 2011

Things that keep me going...

Those who know me well know that I love good quotes-
Here is one of my most recent favorites…

"Destiny is not a matter of change, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."
- William Jennings Bryan
“Hope is not the conviction that something will turn out well but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out”
Vaclav Havel

Destiny and hope, hope and destiny…. Here I sit, holding on the the hope that my destiny, future, and desires are all the same thing.  I don't really know anymore. I want to be a midwife, more than ANYTHING. But often, well…especially nowadays… I wonder if that is really my destiny. If I'm really cut out from that cloth. Midwives are strong women. Sometimes I imagine doing something else- but then I think- how COULD I?  Midwifery has been one of my passions since I was young. Do all midwives have the "I can't do this!" moments? 
Here's hoping I have what it takes!